One rough week at work, and I feel like I've neglected my dogs. Not even a full week, either! With my extra-long hours in the office and subsequent lack of sleep, I just have not been able to train or even play with the dogs much. We've only gone running once this week.
Today I got home late, hot, and tired. Not in a good mood, and too exhausted to be in a bad one. Sadie gave her usual snot-to-the-pants greeting then did her own thing. Maxwell wagged his whole body in happiness, then followed my everywhere. Ok, so he preceded me everywhere at high speed. Same thing.
I just plain fed the dogs their dinners, right from their bowls, which is somewhat unusual. I used the time to comb Maxwell. He has gotten so good about grooming, that he just once nosed my hand. And when I stopped, he look at me like "Well, I didn't actually want you to stop!"
I feel so guilty about not spending more time with them, even though I know it's short-term. Sadie mopes about, watching me with sad eyes. I gave her some ear-rubs and a neck massage. Maxwell just acted like life was wonderful, offering attention, asking for rubs, and following me everywhere. But it wasn't overwhelming, either, like he was begging for attention. It was just his normal happy self. It made me realize that this, the bond he and I have, is what a partnership really is. No judgement, no pressure, just being yourself to your fullest. It was a bit of an eye-opener. I love Sadie very much, but what Maxwell and I have is just different. It's somehow more, without any kind of effort.
I think the no-pressure affection got me far more than my self-imposed guilt. I spent a few minute - maybe 5 tops - playing fetch with my little guy. And it was exactly what I needed.
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